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sarturday the 30th, freshman whines about going wakey wakey too early: first blog entry hooray!! i feel so very happy to put my thoughts out on the internets like this :). i assumed this would be a vulnerable experience but there is beauty in letting your thoughts just be out there, for as long as this website is up!
today is the weekend, rainy day and i have lots of homework to do. well, i dont know if i have to do all of my homework over the weekend. teachers at my high school are so vague about this stuff. without any concrete due dates my brain can't organize my tasks, so i just sit on the internet all day with a little tingle of responsibility in the back of my mind. it kinda sucks but it is what it is i guess. are all high schools like this?
i have been having thoughts about tranferring back to my old school district (i go to a county tech school to learn drawing. but i already know drawing. i dont want my passion for drawing to die because it becomes more of a duty [ha] for me, rather than a hobby). my two main reasons are my feelings of anxiety about not being truly invested in what i signed up to do and the four hour daily bus ride. staying up until 11 becomes a problem when you wake up at 5:00 to get ready on time and get on the bus at 6:15 because--just my luck--you're the first stop out of like five hundred.
its not all bad though. i do have trouble staying awake for 2/3 of the day but i do enjoy my cte class which takes up 3 periods or something. we're gonna do inktober for a grade (only the days we have in school, fridays are counted as quiz grade). i already have plans for the first week. i am basing the pieces on a video game i like for when its applicable. might draw garfield for day 19-- "plump".
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